Maybe some people see it as obsessive . But i know it’s just because I loved him first of all other guys out there . Maybe I’m only like this because I haven’t given up on him yet . Or maybe everyone’s right , and I’m obsessive .
To say he’s changed is an understatement . When i first saw him it was only a little crush . But now , only one year later my heart is broken . Now he seems like a threat , an enemy , or even a distant stranger whom i know nothing about . I thought i knew what i was doing , i never thought id be wrong . But he proved how much of an idiot i was being .
I saw him today and it kind of broke my heart . I wanted to break down and cry right in front of everyone , but i didnt. Why do i let him impact me like this ?